Erin Klee

 

 

fragments

 

 

of an intended life
whispered to an absent lover

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter:  “The Musical Term for the Process by which Out-of-phase Elements Slowly but Deliberately Come into Synchrony”

 

 

We’ve been walking for hours in parks and alleys and the perimeters of churches – so engrossed that I forget the sky is grey.

When I glimpse carnations in the florist’s dumpster, I hoist myself up to excavate; you take a bouquet of wilted pink roses. 

I tease out the best carnation… reach through your broken rear window… and plant it with your roses.  You pluck a rose and place it where the carnation had been.

Then we’re embracing and my hands still hold our salvaged flowers – fragrant, beautiful, and endearingly flawed – and in your touch is all the fragile glory of the stained glass and the wilting rose and the cut lawn at our feet – and there’s divinity in our intuitive sensuality.

Hold me; god, just hold me. 

Don’t let go.  Please don’t let me go.